我怀念的

atteneded a wake yesterday. i saw their grany kids smiling. They dun look sad. i was asking myself why?

It brings me back to some old memories... ...during my granny's wake.

i ask myself this question how am i going to carry on to live when she is away?

i ask myself this question how am i going to carry on to live if my love one is away?

i begin to feel sorrow and very sad. Why din i visited her every weekend when i'm off work?

why didnt i pick a chance to talk to her when she was still around when i choose to remain silent and watch the tv instead?

why didnt i buy nice things to share with her when she is around?

Ya... ...i regretted and hate myself. i only start to do those things when she was diagnose with a terminal diesease.

i miss her so much!! if there is still a 2nd chance i wan 2 be a filial grandson!

Is it we only start to miss the person v much when he/she is away/not around?

Is it we only start to think of the good old times when he/she is away/not around?

Is it we start to cry and hate ourself when he/she is away/not around?

Is it we start to do many things when he/she is is going away or not around?

我怀念的

我还有想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日

也记得那一首歌

记得那片星空

最紧的右手

最暖的胸口

我放手

我让座

假洒脱

谁懂我多么不舍得

太爱了

所以我没有哭没有说

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