F for Forever, F for Future

I'm 27 tis year year. Age is catching up with me. My market value will decrease as my age increases. Am i worried about it? Currently is a Yes & No. Its contradicting but reality brought me to this stage in life.

Slowly getting mature in thinking as time passes and learnt my lessons through failed relationships.

Recently i asked my love one a question.
"Do you think i can be your final and are you sure you want to settle down with me in the future?"

"Can we don't discuss about this and discuss about something else." Miss. *** replied.
(u r avoiding the question cos you have not thought of it yet.)

I know you are still young and of cos you would not think of such thing now. i couldn't be angry or upset becos i dun like to forced love cos there is no happiness to it. I can keep the body but i cant keep the heart like this.

i decided to give "that thing" to you and when u finally give a serious thought and when u really made ur decision den tell me to put it on for u. I'm always doting u like a baby and u cant judge me like this. I have flaws like everyone else. Think about the good and bad sides of me. Whether this kind of person you are willing to live ur life with in the future.

Its my 1st time that i'm really serious. That's why i started to ask you these questions. i have decided i want to get apply for a house when i'm 35yo. i want to stablise my career. i want to give a good life to my love ones when my career stablized. i wanted to give my whole heart and soul to my love one.

i love those with independant personalities. These are the people that will turn me on phsyically n mentally. i'm not trying to invite any1 to be my love but this is telling my love one. What if the outer beauty is more attractive than the inner beauty. I can tell u, i cant fall for a person who dun have a good heart even thou he is handsome. I hates these pple!

Both of us have something in common and of cos it cant be everything in common between us. There is no perfect lover in the world.

Currently i'm still serious about you. My mind has told "jeff" to stop flirting around since very long time ago. My mind is happy with "jeff" cos he finally settled down becos my mind had decided who is "jeff's" final choice.

The passion of loving is there. Its blissful to be doted by someone. I believe u felt it. But my passion will drop if i'm left to wonder about who is my future one after so long. i need love and confirmation. (if u dun understand my meaning den ask me directly).

Now u just need to think it through... ...