depression?

Recently, my boss gave my name and IC to a astrologer and from there he is doing his mathematics to calculate what kind fo a person i am.

i duno if it is a curse.. .. Somehow after i heard what my boss to me.. i started to slowly turning int a person of what he describe.

i dun want to build something up and destroy it myself!
i dun wan to tink insane cos he said my mental might have some problem.
i'm so sad of what he said and i started to feel depressed.

i hope i'm not suffering from depression.

i told my problems to my honey but instead of consoling me he repeatedly telling how many times u want me to console u.. ... ... etc. i ask him what solutions he said duno.

when u said i dun understand you, i tink u also dun understand me. dun understand what i need.

i need you to help me and you are telling me how many times you had consoled me so far..

please... ...now is the time i need you. STOP those hash words i had enough.

i tried to sleep yesterday but i cant. i wan 2 be happy like what i am used to be..

i wonder if any1 can help me.

i need a nice tight hug. a pat on the shoulder, someone to tell me its ok..dun worry u will be fine... .... some caring words to put the distress JEFF back into whole again. i felt i splitted into thousand pieces like a jigsaw puzzle. i wan to be put back as whole again.

i didn't mean to shout at you and i sorry if i did. i felt if i have a problem and i dun tell you i will explode within me and by then jeff is not jeff anymore.

i'm pulling myself to the gym to run. i hate running but i hope it help me to relieve some stress.

dear i need you. i need the care the love the tight hug the pat on the shoulder.

i hope i really get well soon.. ... ...