~ice~

千年拒绝融化的寒冰，
要炽热的真情才能化的开，
在天旱地冻得冷天，
谁敢用赤裸裸的双手握住那冰冷的火苗？
微弱的火苗期待着有生命的曙光向它奔去，
让它重燃往日的灿烂。
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一样还是吹着风，
一样还是只有我自己，
一样还是冷清的街，
一样还是还是等不到你。
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not fated

未相逢以恨晚，

就让我无私有生命的思念留念在你心坎，

让它代替我去爱你去呵护你，

你好好照顾自己！

childish act

*side topic* i've thrown the ikea cookies & those handmade cookies away *side topic*

i dun wish to remember anything from u DIRTS!

1st when u wanted me to your other half. after i agreed to you, u juz chuck me one side. Excluding your band practice, u are always busy with your frens, your online game, dining with your ex, swimming with your aunties... ... blah x3 and where is the time u cater for me? when is the last time u actually intend to date me out? Never..most of the time is i date u out instead.

action speaks louder than words, u knew it but u blew it cos of ur 'bo chup' attitude.

Dun blame me for leaving becos you are not clapping your hand when a clap takes 2 hands.

dun blame others when u dun even truely understand him/her. BLAME IT ON YOURSELF for not trying your best!

i noe u wont be reading n u wan to spread ur rumours carry on by 1 pic which we took at ur bed topless.. carry on! god have eyes to see what kind of person we are.

for now i'm happily knowing someone who loves me.

u r F**KLing CHILDISH!

road to recovery 2

As the days passes by i recovering.

meantime i can only gym and slowly get back my muscles

i juz cant wait to run till i drop, swim till i collapse.

i juz cant wait to be FIT than my previos.

hope i faster recover from the flu virus

and my life bloom like a lovely sunflower!

ERASED

sometimes in order for me to forget thy

i have to erase all the physical things i have(msn,hp nos,fotos,... ...etc)
to erase the memories to make it more n more blur.

i wore my parachute to jump before the plane crash.

i'm glad that i landed safely & wasn't hurt.

珊瑚海

你忽冷忽热的感觉让我难受，
你爱与不爱让我难耐。

在茫茫的珊瑚海寻找着我的小丑鱼，

海鸟与小丑鱼的相爱在一刹那不是一场意外，

美好的回忆以胜过天长地久，

因我只在忽 'cen' 经今拥有。

i thought i'm goin to recover after those medications and .. ...
why i cough bloody flem again?
granny bringing me to see her soon?
anyway who cares. .. ...

midnight high notes

Ahhhh... ..feeling sick and why i felt 忽冷忽热？

i dun like playing mind games.

i love to love simple.

i love to give n recieve love. 2 sided.

i want to recover fast but i'm still awake at this time?

after 2 phone calls made me stayed awake & i'll drag myself to sleep asap.

hope tomorrow i can recover from the disturbing flu & feeling fresh to hit the gym!

i want to sweat it out to clear my thoughts!

i want to become fit again.

the past few days i felt love & felt 忽冷忽热 at the same time?

why dun put your pride down & see me clearly?

吊在半空中，我好像要掉下来了！

我是否要穿降落伞跳下去不管了？

我一开始就穿好了。

我有点累了，

如果没有你的木柴，炽热的火还能燃烧多久呢？
炽热的火没了木柴就快奄奄一息了。

what did i miss? 我怀念的？

The lyrics seemed to echo so many of the exact words that I have thought... ...

你心里想的是？
pride often drags people and it complicates everything including love... ...


who took my heart away ?
who cares about themselves and forgot to look at me?
who forgot to give tenderness in love?

~love~

Each takes half

and our love shall last.

Road to recovery

Recently down with flu.
i hate flu. i feel like dying.
running nose, watery eyes, sick, giddy... ...etc
i miss my gym PT.

luckily there is you by my side.
reminding me the medication.
suprise me with the herbal tea.
lots of caring sms.
lots of calls
lots of care.. ..so sweet.

while on the road to recovery..there is you!
i cant live without you.
so nice so sweet.
i felt i'm immersed in a pool of care n love.
thanx.
Ti amor!